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May that chick rest in chicken heaven with the other chick that passed away... I hope "Afterpee" was waiting for them in the heaven yards door, to show them around and range completely free, so free that no alive chicken can be.
The third chick is gone too... how sad is that, that means that the chick passed away and that the alive chick will grow up alone. 2 bad things in the price of one. Not good event, it died almost in my hands, i prayed for it just before it pass away and i picked it up right after it passed away and i was staring at its beauty for several minutes..."we didnt make it" i said "we were so close" and "goodbye, have a good trip". I could see it was dying and i said some times "its ok be patient, its ok beautyful, relax" as the bird was laying there dying and started shaking a little every now and then, then it stopped breathing and the shaking transformed into spams, every now and then.. untill it completely stopped moving.
Well.......i dont feel very well because i just returned from the ship that my wife travels to her mother to see her, with our daughter. I will be alone for 6 days. I know it may sound stupid to some but its the first time i will not see my wife for more than few hours in the last 3 years and the first time i will not see my daughter daily ever. I dont know what hurts me more, the chicks deaths and the loneliness i doomed the alive chick to, or my own loneliness? I think everything adds to my own loneliness and makes me sad. Well.
HEYYYYY surviving chick i forgot about you still being isolated from nothing, i go to pay the attention i had to be paying all these days, to the little survivor, i hope that this will not kill it, hehehehe
A friend from Ireland use to tell me that "the grass is greener" meaning that you must never loose hope. A very old saying that people that traveled by feet use to say when they only got over the top of a huge cliff, to find out that there are more cliffs untill they get where they wanted, so they wanted to believe that the grass is greener over the next cliff and that gave them courage to move on.
Goodbye journal!
The third chick is gone too... how sad is that, that means that the chick passed away and that the alive chick will grow up alone. 2 bad things in the price of one. Not good event, it died almost in my hands, i prayed for it just before it pass away and i picked it up right after it passed away and i was staring at its beauty for several minutes..."we didnt make it" i said "we were so close" and "goodbye, have a good trip". I could see it was dying and i said some times "its ok be patient, its ok beautyful, relax" as the bird was laying there dying and started shaking a little every now and then, then it stopped breathing and the shaking transformed into spams, every now and then.. untill it completely stopped moving.
Well.......i dont feel very well because i just returned from the ship that my wife travels to her mother to see her, with our daughter. I will be alone for 6 days. I know it may sound stupid to some but its the first time i will not see my wife for more than few hours in the last 3 years and the first time i will not see my daughter daily ever. I dont know what hurts me more, the chicks deaths and the loneliness i doomed the alive chick to, or my own loneliness? I think everything adds to my own loneliness and makes me sad. Well.

HEYYYYY surviving chick i forgot about you still being isolated from nothing, i go to pay the attention i had to be paying all these days, to the little survivor, i hope that this will not kill it, hehehehe
A friend from Ireland use to tell me that "the grass is greener" meaning that you must never loose hope. A very old saying that people that traveled by feet use to say when they only got over the top of a huge cliff, to find out that there are more cliffs untill they get where they wanted, so they wanted to believe that the grass is greener over the next cliff and that gave them courage to move on.
Goodbye journal!