Thank you all for your kindness. I'm still grieving for that little bird. I don't know why she touched me so. I don't like going out into the yard anymore. I've been neglecting the vegetable garden. All I do is feed the pigeons that used to come in the evening when I changed Nellie's food. They would eat too and I like keeping up the "tradition". There's one old boy that has no feet and I want to give him every advantage. When the pigeons saw Nellie with me they would not fly away when I got close. She was a magical little bird. I miss her.
I've been thinking about getting another chicken, but I'm afraid that the Mareks is still here and will kill any new birds I get. I hope that it won't effect the pigeons. I haven't seen any signs of it yet.