So 5 months ago I had a ct scan to check for a blood clot after my c section. They found lung nodules. Like 1 3mm and a few 2mm or less ones. I know statistically my chances of this being anything are low. No family history at all, never smoked, I'm only 35 and no work related risks. There is still that small chance and it is still stressful. So i managed these past 5 months to keep upbeat but the time came to schedule for the followup. I am nervous again as you can imagine. I call the docs office and there is no record I am to get a follow up, nor that I had a ct scan. Of course they did not know that when I first called because they could not find my medical records either. This is the frustrated part. This was a doc that got an award 2 years in a row as a top doc where we live. Ummmm seriously that cannot be right. So now I am waiting for a call that they can schedule this test. Apparently there is a question of the insurance approving it. I am trying so hard to keep my stress level low and to stay positive ( although the statistics on this one scare the heck out of me). But these people are seriously messing with my mind. When I first learned of the results the nurse called, I was given the wrong information and it was over a week of sheer terror. Then the doctor got mad because I asked questions when she said she would not worry about it. I am really getting angry about this. Just tired of being scared out of my mind and these people just act like the circus they put me through is normal. If it is, it shouldn't be. I could also use a bit of prayer that this turns out to be nothing. I keep telling God I need to stay here and finish up with the babies. And maybe some prayers that I find a better doc and stay sane through this process.