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I know exactly how you felt. I posted three or four threads on here back in May asking the same kinds of questions. I had to place an order with the feed store by the week before Memorial weekend, and I was going back and forth, because I've never killed things to speak of, and the few things I have, like mice, a woodchuck, I have generally felt bad about. I'm really not "that kind of guy" especially when it comes to the thought of doing in something that I took care of from day 1.
However, once I made the decision and placed the order, I felt a LOT better about it. Yeah, they're cute little chicks, but getting a little less cute at 2 weeks old. When I look at them, I don't look at them in the same way I see the three goslings I hatched out this spring, who are definitely pets. I look at these little meat chickens and think -- hmm, how big will they get in 8 weeks, will they be plump, will the dressed out bird look really nice? I want to impress friends and family with the "I raised this all by myself" dining experience.
So, yes, when I actually have to "do the deed" it still might be a little hard for me, but face it, they're more or less genetically doomed, and just removing myself from the death process by eating meat that came on a styrofoam tray wrapped in plastic is just a cop out, getting someone else to do my dirty work for me.
I think once you reach a decision about whether or not you want to do this, you will be more at peace, whether its a yes or a no. You will know what is right for you.