Girls vs Girls

[Marty1876]

On here and watching awkward on line. And yes it is. I think I killed it again .__.

No, you didn't kill it (the thread right? Can't judge anything else from here) its just not hatching season now. Everyone wants to talk about eggs, and candling, and how its going, and get help and encouragement or commiseration. Now though, who wants to admit they killed those kids through neglect or mismanagement? More fun to talk eggs when the hatch fever hits.

Talking haching in July is like talking christmas at easter.

 

[Kevin565]

Very very true Marty. I hope it picks up next spring again

 

[Marty1876]

It will, trust me. We'll be the hotest ticket in town again, once everyones forgotten everything they know.

So, really, what are you up to? Whats your deep thought of the day?

 

[Kevin565]

I'm just listening to a new artist. I feel very numb today

 

[Marty1876]

Why? Are you depressed? I mean, sometimes trying to feel numb is deliberate.

 

[Marty1876]

 

[Kevin565]

Not really depressed just numb. I've become very emotionally detached lately

 

[Marty1876]

Due to the need to disassociate from the pain and frustration of the birds?

 

[Kevin565]

I've honestly thought if that could be feeding it.

 

[Marty1876]

I'd say. Your a sensitive soul, look at the choices you make out of love. Of course it effects you. Write yourself an e-mail giving yourself permission to have loved, and continue to love and care about your birds, and also permission to let them go. Its ok to raise and sell. Its ok to change your mind. Its ok to be tied to them one day, and an island adrift the next. I'd just give myself permission to feel sad. Your sensitive, and you'd like to stay that way. (thank you Jewel)