Girls vs Girls

[Marty1876]

Kevin, my amia, where ya been? Was it that trip with your friend???

 

[Kevin565]

My explanation post is going to be quite long so I'm not ignoring you just typing it all out.

 

[Marty1876]

Happy to wait.

I'll go make some popcorn

and grab a coffee

 

[Marty1876]

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[Kevin565]

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[Marty1876]

Originally I took a a few days off because I just felt like being alone for awhile. It went well and I was going to return that night. However, that is when the West explosion. I took some time to reflect on that and all of the people who were affected by that. I then broke it off with the person I had been talking to for awhile. It wasn't working out and was becoming a unnecessary stress. My last "real" friendship is on the rocks and will probably be ending very soon.

I've come to the realization that I'm ruining my life by putting everyone else's needs in front of mine. That includes family, friends. as well as the animals. I've started to be more positive and trying to put myself first. It's not in my nature and has been quite the task. My battle with Anorexia has been extremely hard lately and I haven't been winning everyday. It's under control at the moment but it's far from over.

I've also been talking with my doctor and it appears I might have type one Bipolar syndrome. I will also be seeing a specialist next week to discuss possible schizophrenia symptoms.

If you need a friend with skin, I'm still available.

There is nothing about you I can perceive of every judging you for, ever.

I hope so much that you can find some piece and happiness for yourself. How can I help you?

 

[Kevin565]

Thanks Amiga

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I don't think there's much anyone can do for me at the moment. I'm just taking it all one step at a time.

 

[Marty1876]

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[Marty1876]

I believe in you, Kevin. Anorexia is very tough to fight, I didn't realize you suffered from it. I was a starver in high school. I remember goint 2 or 3 days without eating often. Now, not so much.

 

[Kevin565]

Thanks Marty

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So how have you and Cochin been?