Granny's gone and done it again

this woman is more beautiful
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love all the kindness I see in her eye's
 
Twist, this is what I was talking about yesterday. My dad has a whole freezer beef for sale. Would like to sell it as halves, but if I can’t then we will do quarters. This is a Holstein beef and halves are approximately 400 lbs. We are asking $2/lb for the beef itself and then you will pay Sanders for processing. We ask for $100 deposit to hold your half.
 
I was 299.8 when we started our lifestyle change. I learned to love myself during the first cruise when I realized I was the only one who cared what I looked like sunning on the deck. I had spent my entire life to that point avoiding sleeveless shirts because I have fat arms. Learning to love myself was the biggest help in moving forward with losing weight. It reduced the pressure because if I slipped up or had a cheat day it didn’t matter: I was already happy with myself as a person. Sliding a little in one direction or the other wasn’t going to change that.

I have thoroughly enjoyed myself over the holidays and not limited myself in food choices. And now I’m looking forward to getting back to my meal plans and continuing my journey.

If I can love myself in a swimsuit and go snorkeling at 300lbs with my friend who barely breaks 100lbs in her bikini, so can anyone else. I used to be thin, but of course I didn’t realize it. The hate of who we are is what keeps us stuck. That, and bread. I freaking love bread.
Camping, you are such a beautiful person inside & out. This message is me except I haven't learned the most important part of your message, to love myself for who I am. I envy your success with that. I seem to give it to God & then take it back for some dumb reason :he
 

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