Granny's gone and done it again

We’re home. It’s hitting hard. It’s hitting so hard.

I took his bed out of the bedroom. He had so many bones and an antler tucked in the bolsters, the stonk.

I’ve got peach’s ashes, her paw print cast and a pic up on a speaker…Jesse pulled out his favorite cactus toy (that he had since a pup and never destroyed) and put it up there…we’re putting a ball up there…I think his collar and a pic will go up there too.
 
I don't want to but must go out and do chores. Water is so crucial in this heat we are using extra 5 gallon fountains in case one or more fail and leak down. That has happened more than once.
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I know some of you guys know through Facebook, it’s just been so hard for me to make this post.

We had an accident on the trail on Saturday. We rolled…and then rolled about 100 ft down Cadillac hill on the rubicon. Jesse and I were able to walk away with bruises. I don’t know how. If Jesse hadn’t built that truck as well as he did…it would be a different story. Goose didn’t make it. It was quick for him at least, I don’t think I could live with myself if it wasn’t.

My heart and soul…I just feel so broken right now. I didn’t want to do this trip to begin with, too broke, work was too busy, I was worried about how goose would do in the truck…(he was actually riding like a champ until this happened) but I didn’t feel like I had any friends I could trust with him.

I don’t know how much I’m going to be able to handle peopleing for a while…so if I go silent just know I love y’all. And give your fur babies some extra belly rubs from me.
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Oh man...! :hugs
 
We’re home. It’s hitting hard. It’s hitting so hard.

I took his bed out of the bedroom. He had so many bones and an antler tucked in the bolsters, the stonk.

I’ve got peach’s ashes, her paw print cast and a pic up on a speaker…Jesse pulled out his favorite cactus toy (that he had since a pup and never destroyed) and put it up there…we’re putting a ball up there…I think his collar and a pic will go up there too.
I'm crying. 💞
 

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