Not me... Coop is 24 degrees inside. Outside thermometer says - 20f
It's been a while for me, but being manic for me was like, starting several different projects at once and actually believing I could finish them, being Queen of the Universe and not needing to sleep or even eat sometimes. I guess it was like being ADHD on steroids or on crack maybe. Like being on this energy roller coaster that just went up and up and up to the moon and it was exhilarating and terrifying at the same time because you KNEW you were going to crash and burn and be all miserable and suicidal afterwards. Eventually I got to where I knew, when I crashed, to either call a friend or call 911 and get to the hospital, but for a long time I just wouldn't know what to do and I'd just be scared and lost and crying desperately. It was HORRIBLE. I am SO glad for the medication that I have now that stabilizes me.
"Purple Heart"? Can you build cool stuff with it?
Tell me about it....
now I’m more so depressed unfortunately but yeah. Right now I think I definitely am cause usually I have slightly better impulse control than I do today lol
A lot of what Blue said except I don’t really do projects but I’ll spend a ton or when I was driving I used to speed a lot and I would also make random videos in the middle of the night just talking about… nothing LOL so basically like really impulsive and/or reckless. And I’m usually wicked wired etc. almost like caffeine except I’m not on caffeine anymore. And the no sleep and crash parts are real lol I haven’t been manic in a while except when I have tons of caffeine or in this case some Benadryl LOL but before meds, I was manic kind of a lot
