Granny's gone and done it again

Yep. Since 2010.
I have suffered since the 80's. Hard to deal with sometimes. I have tried different medications, even more than one at a time. The one that helps me the insurance does not want to pay for. It is long lasting. They want me taking pills three times a day. I will never remember to do that and it will screw me up. It is enough to make you crazy. If you are crying a lot, maybe they need to adjust your medication. It is such a difficult disease to deal with because no one that does not suffer can really understand. Hugs.
 
I have been on depression meds since my sister died in 08. It was doubled after my mom passed. I dont do well with death.
I was already taking the maximum dose when my Dad died. Dealing with that and then my favorite Aunt died and to deal with all the stuff and houses left me in a bad state. Thankfully husband dealt with a lot of it, especially financial since he was a banker. But i never felt any better until i arrived in VA. Here it is green and so serene and calm.
 
I have suffered since the 80's. Hard to deal with sometimes. I have tried different medications, even more than one at a time. The one that helps me the insurance does not want to pay for. It is long lasting. They want me taking pills three times a day. I will never remember to do that and it will screw me up. It is enough to make you crazy. If you are crying a lot, maybe they need to adjust your medication. It is such a difficult disease to deal with because no one that does not suffer can really understand. Hugs.

I was crying a lot in 2010 when I was finally diagnosed with post-partum depression. DD was 14 months old, and it had always been bad. There's a difference in crying all the time and crying all the time. I usually cry at the ends of movies, or during songs that resonate with my spirit (which is why church usually gets me). Also is the kids are overly kind, or I hold a puppy, during a concert, etc. It's an expression of appreciation as much as grief.
 
View attachment 1109685 View attachment 1109685 Trying to cool off, just sitting here outside. Drank my 4th water for the day. Husband went in to watch the ball game. I like his help but sometimes it is a strain to communicate. He uses vague terms like over there or a bit more and i am on a different wave length. We think completely different. Any way, the roof is on and i have been putting more screws to attach the frame to the floor. He always says there are enough , then i put more. The caulk we had was all dried up so it is going to have to be done later. What a pain. He always wonders why i buy more of what we already have. Because there is never enough of anything. He thinks i just like to spend money. Anyway, i am glad he went in so it is quiet out here. But i need to sit in the air cond for a while.
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That's me and HE working on a difficult project together. He uses technical terms like "that thing" "just hit the thing with something" "nothing. Just do something" or, my personal favorite, "go get that other thing out of that box". what THING?!!? WHICH box!? WHERE!?!!??:confused: :barnie

But in the end we get it done and (most) all is forgiven. Or just never spoken of :duc
 
Yep. Since 2010.
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I have been building things which I used to love to do and wish I still could and nothing would pizz me off more then for Tom to jump in after all the hard work was done and try to tell me how to do it. How many screws to use ? Really ? It is an insult to my intelligence.
And to all the work you did!

I have been on depression meds since my sister died in 08. It was doubled after my mom passed. I dont do well with death.
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GD has a female and she & I were just talking about having us some babies. Yeah, sonce we ain't got nuff animals.
What color is her doe? And what color buck would you get? I love the broken ones! They are adorable! You should pick up another doe so you could have more colors.
 
Sounds like dh & me working on cabinets. I've got to finish plywood on counter top before he gets home so we don't have to spent hours fixing his messups like we did last weekend. He doesn't get measure twice cut once or start nailing where it joins the other piece & go to the end. Is this a difference between men & women. Work smarter not harder.
 

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