Granny's gone and done it again

[BantyChooks]

mine breaks down pretty fast. I still have the same headroom I always had.  Thats not to say I always will but so far its all good.

Lol, mine gets bad enough sometimes that there are puddles in the shavings... I really need to fix the windows.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

sworry

Yea, I have also a slight speech disorder that drives me up the wall because I can't always pronounce simple words

adding depression and other issues from past stuff it makes life fun! Just gotta adapt and over come...and slap people who make fun

You can talk. That is a luxury denied many . Who are you hurting by being depressed ? The girls that were mean to you growing up or yourself ? My son was bullied something awful and to this day will freak out if a group gathers around him. Even in friendship. He lets his past rule his future. Dont do that. Its called the past for a reason. Kids are cruel. Your at the age now where it should be different. Let it go.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

Lol, mine gets bad enough sometimes that there are puddles in the shavings... I really need to fix the windows.

That was another reason I wanted deep liter. I wanted to build up so it would drain better . It has helped some but dont expect miracles.

 

[BantyChooks]

That was another reason I wanted deep liter. I wanted to build up so it would drain better . It has helped some but dont expect miracles. 

Nuthin' but a miracle would fix the drainage issues this thing has

 

[miss heny]

You can talk. That is a luxury denied many .  Who are you hurting by being depressed ?  The girls that were mean to you growing up or yourself ? My son was bullied something awful and to this day will freak out if a group gathers around him. Even in friendship. He lets his past rule his future. Dont do that. Its called the past for a reason.  Kids are cruel. Your at the age now where it should be different. Let it go. 

Unfortunately it a multi combo that enters R rated zone for this forum. Long story short bitter betrayal and numerous back stabbings from both adults and kids alike. Plus other things that obviously is not G rated it difficult specially when you can't remember but know you must to too move on. Most of the time with kids I am drawn more to the "special" groups but the south as a outside is painful to break into, even if I been here for 7 year my "exotic" accent have people question and assume. I just count the days of my leadership role because I made a choice to not reapply for health. Loud noises make me have panic attacks and after three in a row I finally got the hint!

So not parties for me if I can't escape, anyway I have no clue how to dance

 

[Granny Hatchet]

Nuthin' but a miracle would fix the drainage issues this thing has

it was the peat that helped the most with all the sand in it but it has its own odor thats not pleasant . and hard to walk on. The shavings on top of that worked ok. Straw/hay is the worst thing to use.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

Unfortunately it a multi combo that enters R rated zone for this forum. Long story short bitter betrayal and numerous back stabbings from both adults and kids alike. Plus other things that obviously is not G rated it difficult specially when you can't remember but know you must to too move on. Most of the time with kids I am drawn more to the "special" groups but the south as a outside is painful to break into, even if I been here for 7 year my "exotic" accent have people question and assume. I just count the days of my leadership role because I made a choice to not reapply for health. Loud noises make me have panic attacks and after three in a row I finally got the hint!

So not parties for me if I can't escape, anyway I have no clue how to dance

their are different dances, different music. It is why our world is not boring. I have a feeling you can dance just fine, even if its to your own music.

 

[miss heny]

their are different dances, different music. It is why our world is not boring.  I have a feeling you can dance just fine,  even if its to your own music.  

I can do pow wow style. I used to do ballet and jazz but the last time I tried my body made this funny noise and it hurt to move afterwords most of the 4H dances are "kid friendly club dancing" if that even possible.

Haven't made a single homeschool prom either having significant other 4 hours away (and now significant ex due to political views) makes it hard to do that.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

I can do pow wow style. I used to do ballet and jazz but the last time I tried my body made this funny noise and it hurt to move afterwords

most of the 4H dances are "kid friendly club dancing" if that even possible.

Haven't made a single homeschool prom either

having significant other 4 hours away (and now significant ex due to political views) makes it hard to do that.

if you argue because of politics he wasnt very significant . You know, I have been looking for months for someone like you to work with my son. There is no one so far. Pay isnt great but its a job I bet you would be good at. Working with special needs people. you go to their home and try to help them overcome. Home health care. Helping others is good therapy .

 

[miss heny]

if you argue because of politics he wasnt very significant .  You know, I have been looking for months for someone like you to work with my son. There is no one so far. Pay isnt great but its a job I bet you would be good at. Working with special needs people.  you go to their home and try to help them overcome.  Home health care.  Helping others is good therapy .

unfortunately I live in MS :/

I am actually really good with younger kids ironically enough, can't stand kids my age at all. I am use to being the care taker by nature, personally I don't want kids but I like helping others. Sometimes I spread myself thin but it sometimes worth it. Ironically enough I end up with friends online coming to me for advice, specially when I never dated and they wanted romance advice

ATM my career path is simple, welding,bovine and caprine AI with dairy goat judging. Going to look for a decent part time job for benifits. TSC locally have stated they would hire me in a heart beat and had the local Cato ask if I would like to apply...need to work on driving first