
 Nobody loves me..  Computer keeps freezing so I can only be on one site at a time. Already cleaned something today. Ones my limit as I hurt my hernia.   chickens dont need fed or watered. They dont like that pellet food. It smells funny. Maybe why it was on sale. Not bad, I dont know the smell, just funny. odd.  They gotta eat it anyway. 
Hate living month to month. I wish I had a job. I used to love my job. I had all the bills paid.  I hate this body I am trapped in. One day I will be free of it and the pains it brings.  I WISH I believed in reincarnation. I would be swimming in crystal blue waters.