Granny's gone and done it again

Had to wait like almost 2 hours in court today (Friday) before my turn BUT!!!!!!! The judge extended the order for a year which is great and amazing but…

I also found the other night (Wednesday) that my friend had passed which is so NOT great and amazing…

And I just…

IDK.

Honestly, this all just feels like a bad dream. A nightmare. That I will wake up from soon.

Except…

It’s reality. It’s my life.

And I keep wanting to text her but I can’t because she’s not here anymore…

I have so much I need to tell her and I can’t. 😭💔

I still feel like I’m in a dream. A bad one. And I keep hoping I will wake up soon.

My body also just tried to cry a bit ago and I was like heck no, I can’t cry, and put that to a halt immediately LOL

It’s still trying to cry… we’re not crying. We’re not doing this. NO.

And sorry, I know I’ve said some of this already, but it just all made more sense together rather than isolated.

But yeah… we’re not crying. Not happening.
 
Had to wait like almost 2 hours in court today (Friday) before my turn BUT!!!!!!! The judge extended the order for a year which is great and amazing but…

I also found the other night (Wednesday) that my friend had passed which is so NOT great and amazing…

And I just…

IDK.

Honestly, this all just feels like a bad dream. A nightmare. That I will wake up from soon.

Except…

It’s reality. It’s my life.

And I keep wanting to text her but I can’t because she’s not here anymore…

I have so much I need to tell her and I can’t. 😭💔

I still feel like I’m in a dream. A bad one. And I keep hoping I will wake up soon.

My body also just tried to cry a bit ago and I was like heck no, I can’t cry, and put that to a halt immediately LOL

It’s still trying to cry… we’re not crying. We’re not doing this. NO.

And sorry, I know I’ve said some of this already, but it just all made more sense together rather than isolated.

But yeah… we’re not crying. Not happening.
Crying can be a good thing because it releases stress hormones and endorphins that help you relax and process emotions. It also helps the body get to a state of balance after a stressful event. I'm glad you are taking care of your self.
 
LOL Now I got ya wondering... ok, yes, I have used them all but Ive never been hunting. Not even frogging.
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