grannys gone and done it

[BullChick]

Me too, but I switched to Firefox, and it was fine. I just switched back to Chrome. Two minutes, and it let me on here.

 

[BullChick]

I seem to have come to terms with my life and am content/happy for the most part.

There are a couple things that I would love to do BUT am accepting gradually that they will never happen, biggest is holding a child of my own in my arms. Not having my Sib's live closer BUT other then that I have done most of what I want. I have my health, a loving extended family, GREAT friends, my Dogs, yaks, chickens, a money pit of a hobby farm, the motel, and my faith.

LIFE IS GOOD everything else is just bumps and potholes on the road of life. Granted some of the potholes are FARKING HUGE and will swallow you up for a time but for me that just even more reason to enjoy the smooth part of the road on I crawl out

OMG! I know! At 38 now, I am devastated every day that I spend alone. Each birthday hurting more as my fertility goes down. Holding Duckling is awesome, but still the dreams come. I dream that I am in the hospital, holding a baby in my arms. The nurse comes with the wheelchair to take me out... And she doesn't take the baby! She says, "Come on, you two! Time to go home! And in my dream (and in my sleep) I cry. "You mean she's mine? I get to keep her?! No one can take her away?!!!" "She is yours. Forever. No one will ever take her away."
I can't tell you how many times I have had that dream.
I do have a sister that just gave birth last year at 39, and may have another. I also have a sister that is 39, and still trying for another. But... They have both had live births. And they have what I don't. A man.

 

[rIrs roost]

Me too, but I switched to Firefox, and it was fine. I just switched back to Chrome. Two minutes, and it let me on here. 

I just keep trying. It works then it don't. Kinda like me I guess.

 

[Wishing4Wings]

Quote:
you forgot to turn in circles and flail your arms around.

They're getting Tolbunt-y! Do you need to breed 2 tolbunts together to get more or can you mix in other colors? like blue/blk/splash

 

[rIrs roost]

OMG! I know! At 38 now, I am devastated every day that I spend alone. Each birthday hurting more as my fertility goes down. Holding Duckling is awesome, but still the dreams come. I dream that I am in the hospital, holding a baby in my arms. The nurse comes with the wheelchair to take me out... And she doesn't take the baby! She says, "Come on, you two! Time to go home! And in my dream (and in my sleep) I cry. "You mean she's mine? I get to keep her?! No one can take her away?!!!" "She is yours. Forever. No one will ever take her away." 
I can't tell you how many times I have had that dream.
I do have a sister that just gave birth last year at 39, and may have another. I also have a sister that is 39, and still trying for another. But... They have both had live births. And they have what I don't. A man.

Y'all make me sad. I hope that one day you both have kids of your own. I have three I'd gladly give y'all lol.

 

[Wishing4Wings]

OMG! I know! At 38 now, I am devastated every day that I spend alone. Each birthday hurting more as my fertility goes down. Holding Duckling is awesome, but still the dreams come. I dream that I am in the hospital, holding a baby in my arms. The nurse comes with the wheelchair to take me out... And she doesn't take the baby! She says, "Come on, you two! Time to go home! And in my dream (and in my sleep) I cry. "You mean she's mine? I get to keep her?! No one can take her away?!!!" "She is yours. Forever. No one will ever take her away."
I can't tell you how many times I have had that dream.
I do have a sister that just gave birth last year at 39, and may have another. I also have a sister that is 39, and still trying for another. But... They have both had live births. And they have what I don't. A man.

If it's what you really want, don't give up, but you will need to take action to make it happen.

 

[BullChick]

Y'all make me sad. I hope that one day you both have kids of your own. I have three I'd gladly give y'all lol.

You were dying to know my age, so I figured I would admit it. After the guy thinking I was no older than 30 today, I figure I should stop being so ashamed.

 

[BullChick]

If it's what you really want, don't give up, but you will need to take action to make it happen.

Don't make me break out the frilly socks on you! LOL
Yes, I am working on it. I was hinting at that in "our" thread this morning. Things are changing in my life right now. I can wait, and he will come back (still think so even after other things happening) or I can give up on waiting (for a child alone, I am not going to wait anymore) and ... I need to put myself and the chance of children first.

 

[rIrs roost]

You were dying to know my age, so I figured I would admit it. After the guy thinking I was no older than 30 today, I figure I should stop being so ashamed. 

You have no reason to be ashamed.

 

[Yorkshire Coop]

              

They're getting Tolbunt-y!  Do you need to breed 2 tolbunts together to get more or can you mix in other colors?  like blue/blk/splash

They are but only four of them are real Tolbunts After some research wishing you need to breed Tolbunt to Tolbunt. But I've also found out that if you breed Tolbunt to gold lace and then breed those off Spring back to Tolbunt it keeps the colour and can even improve it. This will also improve your gene pool for the tolbunts.