Sad week...I lost Sqishy, my broody mama from last year who raised miss Meep and the 3 cockerels in my bachelor flock.

Squishy would've been 2 soon. It was one of those random horrible things that just happens out of nowhere. One morning she went to lay an egg as usual, and I had to go into town for a few hours. I know Squishy was fine when I left. Came back and Junior was telling me something was wrong; one of those weird things where I can't explain exactly what he did to tell me that, but for some reason he seemed a bit off, it hit me like a truck, and I suddenly knew I needed to count everyone - and Squishy wasn't with the group. I found her leaning against a nest box unable to support herself with one of her legs, a slightly droopy wing on the same side, and barely able to open her eyes. From the weakness on one side of her body I think she must have had a stroke. I rushed her inside but she died a couple hours later. It was so random and so fast. I keep telling myself she had a really good life, but it still hurts.
Dingus is Squishy's mom and still going strong. Same for Scruffy, Squishy's full sister. I wasn't originally going to hatch again this year since I felt like the main flock had good numbers and everyone seemed strong and healthy. My husband suggested hatching a couple more Dingus eggs when it warms up given what happened, since Dingus seems to produce really good natured hens and she's completely unrelated to the rooster brothers (who are both from Buddy & the late Ziggy). Part of me wants to slam that incubator back on the table right now but I know I shouldn't. My rational side is on the fence because hatching of course means potentially more roosters and I've been utterly unable to part with any thus far since they're all such cool, sweet little dudes. Way back when I first did a hatch I thought I'd surely end up with some bad ones that I wouldn't mind giving away for whatever purpose, but it hasn't happened yet and so I've accumulated them instead. The bachelor flock setup is very likely going to get an overhaul so maybe it will end up bigger...I don't know yet. Maybe if I get a broody...Scruffy was thinking about it last year. Or maybe I should just stick with the current numbers.