Yes I felt bad not only for giving her away. But because I am one of those people who think an Animal is a life time commitment. But in certain situations it is the best choice to rehome.
This famiy yactually came to us randomly before we decided to rehome her. And said their big dog had died and they missed the barking all night, and their friend.
I was like 'hmmm barking all night you say. I have the perfect dog for you.'
So when we decided to let her go, we called them. And they were soooo thrilled to have her. It worked out great. But I still miss her.
I'm on the fence about getting another dog. Having all these animals makes it hard to find a dog that will be compatible. But I also can't get dog after dog then find new homes for them when they don't work out.
I had a great dog. He got hit two years ago on my birthday. Now I find myself not wanting another dog. Cause I know whatever I get it won't be able to compete with how much he meant to me. And I find myself thinking. 'Oh he was so much better.'
It's like having gold for years, then some one taking it away and giving you silver. It's still nice. But you find yourself longing for the other.
I wish you luck in rehoming your dog. He is a beauty. Don't be too hard on yourself. Your doing the right thing, for the dog and your family.
And someday maybe you and me will get lucky and find a dog that can work for us.