Beeper is getting worse and I can tell she is miserable. I've been feeding her by hand all this time and now when I put the food in her mouth she doesnt even try to swallow. I think she has given up.. :'( If she survives the night and she is still worse I feel like I have to put her down for her own sake. What are my options? I don't deal well with death and I have no idea how to put her down in a way that is painless for us both. I'm not sure I have the strength to do it :'(