*Hidden Nature* A Shapeshifting RP

[Garjzla]

"Carly, I'm going to go to town, please mow the lawn while I'm gone." Ember said, it sounded bossy but she wasn't paying her maid for nothing. Ember got onto her bike and rode to the city.

 

[NickyKnack]

"Yeah." He sat there for a minute. "You seem troubled. What's on your mind?"

Sandor chuckled softly at his question. "Too much and yet nothing at all. If that makes any sense. You want to know the reality I live in. It's easier to not feel anything. Because the sadness at my core, will consume me with despair." He confessed to Andy.

 

[CrazyChickLady7]

Andy was baffled. "Wait. So you would rather feel nothing than happiness, excitement, anger....why?"

 

[NickyKnack]

Andy was baffled. "Wait. So you would rather feel nothing than happiness, excitement, anger....why?"

Sandor looked at the condensation on the water bottle. "Andy, my life has been almost all tragedy. There has been very little happiness, up until now. Just mostly a whole lot of anger, hatred, fear and despair." He stopped himself from saying anything more.

 

[CrazyChickLady7]

"Yes, but..nothingness?" Andy was having a hard time grasping this concept.

 

[Garjzla]

Ember did a little shopping, she bought groceries, new clothes, ect. She went to sit in the park and feed the birds of her bread.

 

[NickyKnack]

"Yes, but..nothingness?" Andy was having a hard time grasping this concept.

Sandor looked back at Andy. "I'd like to feel things, but it hurts too much. I'd like to be normal, but I don't know how. Maybe I'm broken, Andy. Maybe I should...." Sandor couldn't finish that statement. He never wanted to be alone again and he couldn't start over. He just signed softly and looked back down at his hands. He couldn't see Andy's judgment of him.

 

[CrazyChickLady7]

"I see why you wouldn't want to be alone. Maybe you could be happy. If...if...i dont know." He sighed. He wanted to help, but it seemed that only one person could.

 

[NickyKnack]

"I see why you wouldn't want to be alone. Maybe you could be happy. If...if...i dont know." He sighed. He wanted to help, but it seemed that only one person could.

Sandor smiled sadly at Andy and said "That alone is an improvement, I guess. Because not that long ago, that's all I wanted to be, was left alone. But somehow that has all changed. Thank goodness." He held his bottle of water up, like a salute to that and took another drink.

 

[CrazyChickLady7]

Andy sat there for a moment. "If there is one thing. What is the one thing that makes you happy?"