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Amber's voice shook. "Because I didn't remember. My past was too painful, so I blocked it. Yesterday, I remembered. Before then, all I knew was there was something about Alphas that were cruel...I just didn't remember what. I'll spare you of my past save to say that my father didn't have a drop of kindness. My mother, his mate, once refused to punish me for sneaking a piece of meat when I was young. My father said he'd teach me a lesson about not taking what was rightfully mine-by taking the few I loved. My mother and siblings. He made me watch...." Amber swallowed and looked away, choking back the tears that threatened to fall.
"After I lost my challenge to him he had one of the betas hold me in place while he brought my mother, father, and siblings out, one.. by.. one. He brutally tortured and killed each of them. He said it was a lesson, he said he was trying to teach me to know my place and that they were also being taught a lesson, to not encourage someone who wants to kill him. He told me to live with their deaths, that I caused them. I still feel guilty from time to time." Fenrir's tears flowed freely as he recounted the memory he had buried so deep for so long.
 
"After I lost my challenge to him he had one of the betas hold me in place while he brought my mother, father, and siblings out, one.. by.. one. He brutally tortured and killed each of them. He said it was a lesson, he said he was trying to teach me to know my place and that they were also being taught a lesson, to not encourage someone who wants to kill him. He told me to live with their deaths, that I caused them. I still feel guilty from time to time." Fenrir's tears flowed freely as he recounted the memory he had buried so deep for so long.
Amber swallowed. "I know what you mean. After he killed my family, he took my closest friends and killed them too. After that, he attacked me and told me to leave and never come back. That I was a shame in his eyes. That I had caused him grief in losing his family. And that my mother would have been ashamed of me. I was very young at the time, and I couldn't even hunt. I was practically starved when Crystal found me. She was young, barely more than a pup as well. She helped teach me how to hunt...one day, the hunters came and she told me to run. She distracted them. I didn't see her again and I eventually found this pack. And I blocked my memories. They were too painful." Amber looked down at the ground and forced a smile. "Now, let's get back to camp. It won't do either of us good to dwell on the past."
 

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