Within the first week of getting my first flock, a batch of 6 baby chicks, they somehow contracted Cocci. After a week long battle of hand feeding with a syringe of medicated water, and alternately, a bit of milk for those who wouldn't eat, I lost 4 of the chicks. Over the last 5 or 6 days, the last 2 remaining chicks seemed to have made a full recovery, and were healthy, happy, and normal. Last night I went to check on the chicks before going to bed, and another one had died completely out of the blue ( I was with them both just 2 hours before, sitting with them and interacting with them ). I'm so devastated right now, and I feel horrible. I did a ton of research before getting the chicks, and, as far as I can tell, did everything right. I feel like such a failure. Now there is only one chick left. She is lonely, and unhappy. She is chirping loudly, and restless, as if looking for her friend. At this point I'm considering re-homing her, so she'll have a flock to belong to. I'm worried about getting more chicks and having the same thing happen all over again, and I don't want to put my kids through that because we all got really attached to these little guys. I just don't know what to do at this point. I'm really just needing to vent at this point, but this decision to rehome the last chick is weighing on me heavily ![Frown :( :(](/styles/byc-smilies/sad.png)
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