I ask this because it has been so crazy/scary in my life lately that I think I am going to break. I know a lot of people who are dealing with money problems but man have we been dealing....We couldn't pay the taxes on our home so now our house payment is going up. Our gas bill went up big time like everyone else's, every bill we have is always on payment arrangements cause we are so late and stressed, and my prescriptions are almost as much as the electric bill. More important than all the money in the world is the fact that I have one member of the family recovering from a major stroke (29 yr old), another cousin injured in war and still recovering with more surgerys to go (Thankful he is still here and able to recover), a close cousin fighting (but losing) terminal cancer, my health is a daily battle with chronic pain and a whole long list (thankful I can still walk some, talk and tend to self some), and to top it all off my dad was rushed to ER where they found out he is having mini strokes. Please forgive my long post but I had to get this out I think so it will help me cause I am very shook up still. Daddy went to ER sat 8/9 and spent his 64th birthday in the hospital cause he didn't get to come home till 8/11. His birthday was 8/10 and I am so thankful he was still here so we could celebrate his birthday and everyday he is still with us. You can't see any damage from the strokes but if you know him like me and my mom do you can see the damage that was done on the inside. My brother says I am too emotional and weak. I think I am just an extra loving caring person who has to keep reminding herself that God said he wouldn't put on me more than I can handle. I am just scared and I am screaming and crying on the inside.Thank you in advance for listening to me and so sorry if I don't make sense but I sure was hoping one of you might know what I was talking about. If you have the time please say a prayer for My Dad, family and myself cause we sure could use any and all prayers.