I thought they tried to kill me at the hospital with my first one. I'm going to a different women s only hospital this time. My husband has instructions if we can't make it to the womens hospital in time he is delivering it. I will not set foot in the hospital I gave birth to my first one in for any reason! The womens hospital is an hour away - I would go to a midwife but the closest one is 2.5 hrs.