I did candle, and I have a hard time making anything out when I do candle though. I see a big glob. But it did look the shape of a chick so I think there ARE chicks in there.... however are they alive I have no idea. I can't hear pipping but I tried listening to the other eggs right before they hatched and I couldn't hear anything then. So not sure if my ears are accustomed to that sound yet. But I didn't see any movement or heart beating. Again, I haven't been able to really see that on the eggs before. And these are the darker eggs, I wasn't able to see anything in them throughout the entire 21 days because they were so dark. I'm just going to keep them warm and moist and see what happens. I can't change the past, I can only learn from it.
Thank you all for your help and encouragement. I feel better now, not so awful. Thanks!