ok i am just venting at this point because I am tired of these. Over and over I think I get control and then I am back down to the bottom of the ladder again. I am dependent on taking calms forte and passion flower daily and even then I still have them. The passion flower just seems to make it where I have a chance in heck of getting control before i totally lose it. It stinks and i am tired of these. i swear if I was not phobic about the bloody doctors I would go see someone about this. I won't, thats pretty much a given but it gets tempting. The last one I saw when these were super mild put me on what she said was a wonderful little pill that drove me completely out of my skull so that option is out. I am good with the herbals I guess. I just wish there was a fix for this. 10 years of postpartum anxiety is pushing the boundaries of my patience tonight. I just need to vent and scream and yell that I am sick and tired of these and they can go away now. I guess I will go back to my camomile tea now. Thanks for letting me spew my frustration all over your computer screen.