I need help..for a decision

[Momagain1]

yeah..I think that I just need time away for a bit..even if its a night out..
but my issue is I really dont have friends. I am all nice, happy and
all that at church..but no one realizes how miserable I really am at
home..I'm a super outgoing person..but you either like me or you dont..
I dont think there is a middle ground lol....

and I am an extrovert..and I do sacrifice to stay at home with my children due to my
eldest being sexually abused at a daycare when she was 4..so we made the
decision to never put another child in daycare..that was 16 yrs ago..I havent
worked but a PT job since then for a few yrs..been a complete SAHM/WAHM for over
9 yrs now..

so maybe going to the conference and spending the $$ on it isnt the right
thing to do..I should maybe go to a movie by myself or something..it'll be
MUCH cheaper..and then I'll feel better about the $$..

I CAN order the on the go conference for $50 and pick my top 3 workshops I want
and they'll be delivered on cds..

 

[annaraven]

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Go. You won't be alone long. There'll be a lot of other women there who will sympathise with your plight. You will love it! Go!