ok, so this morning she looked worse than ever before. I moved her around to try and get her comfortable, but she was just getting worse. I took her outside by our burn pile and shot her. I am a VERY good shot so it was really quick and she didnt suffer at all. After she was dead, I burned the remains. I had to keep the fire very hot because if it was toxoplasmosis, it could still be transmitted. When the fire went out, I buried her very deep to further protect my other animals. After it was all said and done, I felt better. I'm not saying I felt good about shooting her, but I felt so much better after I did. I knew that she was with God and I knew she wasnt suffering anymore. It was such a huge weight lifted off my heart to know all my other animals were no longer at risk. When I thought of how horrible it would be, to have to shoot each and every animal I have, the thought of killing this one duck for the greater good of hundreds others was'nt so bad. It reminded me of Jesus. It reminded me of suffering so bad and having to sacrafice one life for the lives of everyone else. Now I know not to get animals from anyone other than a hatchery. I NEVER want to go throught this again.
I would NEVER wish this upon anyone and I hope you never have to do what I have done.
I didnt get a chance to take her to the vet because her appointment was for next week. But I did talk to her vet and she said that Toxoplasmosis is EXTREMELY uncommon around here (about 1 reported case a year in this area). So, I used my best judgement in this case. If another animal gets sick. Ill take it in RIGHT AWAY; but she said it was not likely to be the disease.