Maybe your addiction will be cured when the cost of feed comes rolling in. Pigs can be pretty economical cause you can feed them leftovers and chickens can free range in the warmer months. Market steers are very nice. Freebie had a dairy/beef mix steer and he was the most affectionate animal I ever saw, more so than a horse! It was sad when he went to market, but that is the way it is on a farm.