Oh I'm sorry! That would bother me too. Just remember you did what you thought needed to be done. It didn't work out the way you expected, but its not your fault. You know what they say... Live and learn. I applaud you for even trying, I on the other hand am a huge sissy! I agree with the person who said to call someone to take the birds you don't want. There is always someone to take it, even if they are using it for food. At least then you don't have to do the deed. I hope you are feeling better. Take care. I will be thinking of you.