This exactly. I wasn't in a right mindset to cull her, yet I KNEW it was my duty to her, as she was MY responsibility. She was wounded, in terrible pain, and I wan't gonna wait around for the DH to come home, get into HIS culling mindset, and euthanize her.
This WAS difficult for me..... but it was the best thing FOR HER. That's all
A friend recently had to cull a pet chicken. Because of her hesitations, she had to wring it's neck 4 times!!! I didn't want my chicken to go through that, so I made sure her neck was dislocated. I truly did NOT mean to take her head clean off, but it's not that difficult to do as a matter of fact.