I am so depressed ...I just cant seem to shake it! I have been down this road before...I lost my infant son Jacob Sept 18, 1992. I lost my MIL on 11/3/09. My favorite Uncle is having open heart surgery in a few weeks. These are all good reasons that I am feeling this way but i am not sure...maybe it is the weather and I will feel better when the snow melts and I can go out and build more chicken coops! Everything makes me cry....I feel like a big baby!