honestly ~ do you know a neighbor who has could do this for oyu? It takes one second with an axe, and the bird never knows what hits it ~ We hang the chickens upside down to dull them, and then cut their heads off in 2 seconds flat ~ I can't imagine sitting there holding a pet , trying to eauthanize them with some sort of gas ~ to me that seems the more cruel way. It seems like it would prolong the whole process. An axe is 2 seconds & they're gone ~
Sorry, but holding a struggling pet while they die, ~ just seems very .... not fun ~ seems to me that that way would be a much harder way to go ~ I could never do that to my chickens. An axe, yes ~ quick & painless ~ by the time they register pain, they are dead.
I had to sit & hold a pet cat that was dying from that bad cat food from china a yr or so ago ~ we had to take him to the vet, and the vet gave him a shot to help it along, since there was nothing we could do. It was 100 times worse holding that cat while he died, knowing that we had ok'ed the shot, knowing there was nothing more to be done for him.
My advice ~ let a friend or neighbor do it ~ especially if this is a beloved pet.
~Red