I agree. I raise mine for meat much more than the eggs. If I didn’t eat them I wouldn’t have chickens, but I never enjoy the killing part.
My chickens have a good life. They get to eat grass, chase bugs, and take part in flock life. When it’s time to butcher, I make it quick and sure. I also try to use every part I can, down to making broth from the carcass and burying what I can’t use in my orchard so the trees eventually get the benefit. I’ve even been known to save feathers from roosters for people that make jewelry.
I try to treat mine with respect and give them the best life possible. I don’t feel guilty in taking their life but I really don’t enjoy that part either.