I'm sorry. I know how much it hurts. My ducks are my children, just as your birds are yours. I lost my favorite duck this winter to a racoon and it broke my heart in what I believe was 12 places. When they are gone, we feel their absence in many ways throughout the day. Remember to spend lots of time with your remaining birds, even if you don't feel like it. You will all feel better for it. Hugs!