Don't feel bad. If you can't, you just can't. It's okay. After my first DH's bone marrow transplant which was very intense and took 3 months, a friend tried to give me a potted plant and I couldn't take it. I knew I could not take care of any living thing, it was too much. I was still taking care of DH and two teenagers. She did not understand. But just do what is right for you.Thanks ya my mental just has to much going on I'll keep them if I can't find homes for them but it's for sure to much added stress my yard cam keeps getting delayed my 5 older ones still not laying the Millie eyes issues seems to be on and off and I just get had hyste sad when I look at them but when once can barely care for them selfs it's not fair of me I'm not seeing the time I played on with them because I can't handle it right now they will be kept alive watered and fed but they need love to and I just don't have it in me