Not much sleep.
I promised the cops I'd try to find the CAMERA first, but like he told me, now that it's tasted blood, he won't forget where he got it.
I am very familiar with guns. Have been hunting with "dh" since we met. Deer hunting every year, not to brag but I have taken 16 deer in the 14 years. I use a .308, magnaported so it reduced the kick a little but blows the noise back at me alot louder. Hubbys is not magnaported, he takes the full punch.
I am just not familiar with THIS 12 guage, it is strictly for home defence, it's a pump action and I have never shot it. I will be today. I have shot 12's in the past, out squirrel hunting with brothers. I was alot younger, and smaller.
I am a legal CCW holder, have taken all the required tests, proved I know the ramifications of the law if/when I ever have to shoot it at a person, proved I can accurately handle the weapon and have gone thru the background check. I am not afraid of guns. I don't so much like people. Especially the ones tho think I have "only a chicken".
I've had dogs all my life and love them too. But I'm a realist. Owners are responsible.
I've lost 3 laying hens already this year. One by accident, the other 2 had internal issues. The first one, poor Doris, suffered for 4 days before I found a vet that could see her. It was not a resolvable issue and I was advised to put her down, which I did. It cost me 89.50 that day. The second hen didn't suffer as long, I took her out behind the barn and shot her. That was not an easy thing to do, my mind spun for days after, but I didn't want to see her suffer. I care about animals and don't think I would own any if I could not handle the financial and emotional responsibility that comes with them. You have to put them first, they are dependant on us, not we on them. We are supposed to be the superior being, higher on the food chain, etc.
Well, I don't want to come across like I'm flaming or pushing my opinions or anything, it's all still so fresh. I admit I did pull the gun in anger yesterday. Next time I will try to think it through a little more first. At least I had the wherewithal to decide to NOT place my shot when the background wasn't safe.