And I don't think this sounds strange at all. What might sound strange is, personally, I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing for killing something to bother you. Probably not to the extent of crying for a long time, but I don't think having a twinge is a bad thing. I think I would feel weirder if it didn't bother me at all. Basically I think I would feel like I was like the coons that devastated everything for no good reason and with no remorse or appreciation. It's natural law that things kill other things but that little occasional, fleeting twinge is what makes me human and not just another coon or predator to put down.
Maybe God gave you boys to make it easier for you both to learn from each other and meet in the middle.