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I love dogs too, nothing like their unwavering devotion and loyalty. It's only 1 of the terriers that causes trouble around here, the Jack Russell, but cuz she can let herself out the screen door, my chickens HAVE to be in a fence.
My husband is the one who bawls like a baby. Every little thing makes him cry right now. Billie would get SO excited if you grabbed the car keys, or your jacket, he knew he was going Bye-bye. Jerry said the other day when he had to run out and do errands, Bill wasn't there as usual wiggling from side-to side and barking like crazy. He got in the truck and bawled for 6 miles down the road not having him there. Jerry feels stuff so much more deeply, I haven't cried yet, but thats mostly due to medication which glosses over alot of emotions. Im afraid if I could cry, it would never stop. I do miss him, he was one of a kind.
We had to postpone chirstmas with the kids friday cuz he was so upset, we're trying again for today, altho he's already lost it a couple times.
Billie's memorial:
http://www.findagrave.com/cgi-bin/fg.cgi?page=gr&GSvcid=65860&GRid=81787703&
ChickwannaB. That is a very nice memorial of Billie. Made me cry. I just lost my precious girl, a cocker spaniel, in November so I can relate to your hubby. My girl was 14 and I knew it was time but it is still hard and I still cry for her. I was always told that if you got 12 years out of a cocker you were doing good. She would have been 14 this month. My husband buried her under my bedroom window and bought her a headstone with her name on it. It is never an easy thing to accept. We have other dogs but that was my girl and she only liked me. Nobody else could touch her. I miss her terribly.
AWWWW, so sorry to hear that. So hard, especially when they pick YOU to be their special person, isn't it?? I have one like that, Sweetie, she can be a trouble-maker, but God I love her. Husband calls her the "bullhead" cuz she's so stubborn ;D He says she doesn't like him, but he spent 4 days in the hospital once and SHE was the only one who jumped on his lap and licked his face when he got in the truck to go home. That'll teach him!! She's difficult to take anywhere because she barks at everything and everyone, but that's only cuz she's so protective of ME. What a dog. I rescued her from animal control, owners turned her in cause she wouldn't house-break. She was a cinch!! People!! grrrrr.
I pray God eases your pain, someday the memories will not make you cry. It takes so long tho.