Did she ever stress anything important to you? Did she lose a family member? I am so very sorry.
i remember when a girl at my church was just bawling, who was her friends age, 15, when she purposely drowned herself in a pond and left a letter. I pray that you are blessed with a new friend, and that you are ok.
I completely understand how you feel as my nephew did the same this past spring. I always advise counseling when things get tough. It's not a sign of weakness but wisdom. If one counselor isn't helping seek another.