My favorite baby is dead

You guys have no idea how much your support has helped me today. It is really hard to have other people understand why it hurts me so deeply to have lost Basil. To them, she was "just a chicken." It is very helpful to read that there are others out there who know my pain and that I am not alone in this. Thank you.

My flock of the remaining 14 are all very upset. They are so still and silent. They hid under the coop until I could coax them all out and then they only ran into the coop. I went ahead and locked them back up for the day to rest and recover from the trauma. I am about to go out there now and see how they are after several hours. I myself have cried all day and slept it all away as long as I could stand to. Death is what I hate about life. Death and pain and suffering. I am no good at death...

But now its time to carry on and take care of the rest of the flock.

I felt like a bad chicken mama for allowing them to free range without my protection. But I have done so since January with out any problems. Our yard is fenced and we live in a suburban area. But I like what Chicmom said about a free-ranging hen being a happier hen overall. I think I will allow them to free range still, just not for awhile. Like DDRanch said, I think the hawk will be back now looking for another meal so I will keep them in the (way too small) run for a week or so if I am not outside with them. The run was built for them when they were peeps. They are all 3 month old pullets now. The run is just too small. I would love to build a bigger one for when i am not able to supervise them, but I am keeping mine against code so I am trying to keep things small enough to be more subtle.

Sharylva,
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I am sorry about your sweet babies. Where do you keep them at night?

Babyrnlc, Penny sounds just like Basil. I am so sorry from your dear loss.
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Wendyrun, I am so sorry.
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I am not sure losing the first will be any harder than losing another one down the line. I now know how likely it is to happen, tough so now I know to be more cautious.

ShortCircuitRanch2322, After searching and searching for Basil (I had only seen a ring of feathers, no blood, no body) I came inside and went online to the hatchery she came from (I got her at a local feedstore who bought from Ideal Poultry) and found out they do have more for sale but I would have to order at least 8 chicks. I decided it might be better to keep checking back to see when the feedstore gets more in. But thank you for the suggestion as I had thought it would help my 8 year old son (and me) cope, too.
 
Rooster'sWife, I am sorry for your loss as well.
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I KNOW chickens have feelings as I see how stunned my flock is from this event. I am going to go hug each and every one of them right now.
 
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OMG I am so sorry your daughter in law lost her baby! Don't feel guilty: I would say (as an amatuer pseudo psychologist, lol) that you had put the sadness from the loss of the pregnancy on "hold" and when your chickens got killed it just brought all the sorrow out. You needed a good cry to heal from both events! My condolences.

OP: I am so sorry for your loss as well! I have had numerous "favorites" die from time to time, and it never gets easier. I've gotten to the point where I either don't make a favorite or never let it know if it is...silly I know, but it's how I deal with things. Condolences all around!
 
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OMG I am so sorry your daughter in law lost her baby! Don't feel guilty: I would say (as an amatuer pseudo psychologist, lol) that you had put the sadness from the loss of the pregnancy on "hold" and when your chickens got killed it just brought all the sorrow out. You needed a good cry to heal from both events! My condolences.OP: I am so sorry for your loss as well! I have had numerous "favorites" die from time to time, and it never gets easier. I've gotten to the point where I either don't make a favorite or never let it know if it is...silly I know, but it's how I deal with things. Condolences all around!

That's kind of what I thought.​
 
I went out to see after my girls one afternoon and found clumps of feathers in the grass. I didn't figure this was how they naturally come out, so this wasn't good. Sure enough one the the Maran's was gone. I was so upset, wondering where she was and what could have happened to her. The next morning she was hiding out in one of my large terra cotta pots. I looked her all over and couldn't find anything wrong with her, she seems good to this day. She may still show up..... I certainly hope she does! Hugs!!
 
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I am sorry your lost your fav chickie today! I know it's hard that most people can't seem to grasp that a pet is a pet, no matter what species it is!
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boo to them!
 
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that may be best I have raised chickens since i was 3 and (I know i have said this alot on the forum) but i lost my whole flock to a pack of coyotes in 1 night and i gave up i lost the will to raise them because of how much it hurt and i went 7 years without chickens and I think that was worse than loosing them but now I am back (have a gun, a chicken guard dog and a coop built rite next to my room) and am gathering a flock with a vengeance lol I love chickens and as with all pets death illness and predators will always be RITE there but you have to be prepared for it basil knows you and your son loved her and still love her that wont change and basil may have given her life up but dont let it have been lost in vain cuz im sure her message to you would have been protect the flock
here the feed barns usually get orders in ever 2 to 3 weeks but remember if you buy a new chick you have to use the buddy system in my experience chicks dont do to good in a brooder alone
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