jdyson ~ I'm sorry you lost two so close together, yes, it is very hard I've gone thru it before, but it never gets any easier,
and my Samantha was special to me
she picked me at the pet store 18 1/2 yrs ago. so we have had a Long history together.
It was so cute she kept poking me with her paw, I was looking for a Calico, because I had already had a black and white
cat, I saw her but didn't think I wanted a black and white cat, but she changed my mind for me real quick!
she was such a lover! always purring, always wanting to be with me, loving to be brushed, petted, etc.
even when she had to take medicine for her hyperthyroid she was well behaved and took it without a problem.
So I will always miss her.