Thank you all for your words of encouragement, and especially for the prayers. They mean a lot, and especially right now. I won't rant, and rave, but I have to admit that once in a blue moon, I get a little scared. Normally I'm very careful about not letting my mind get into the "what if" cycle. I find it to be counterproductive. Instead, I try to face each challenge as it arises. There are those rare times though, that I face a long term choice, and the reality of my situation hits me squarely in the face. Blam! I'm usually pretty quick to pray for guidance, then release the fear, knowing the Lord is with me, and He's got my back on things. I feel He's put a wonderful group of people together to encourage, strengthen, and pray in those times when extra oomph is needed. Thank you! You all are a true blessing.