My leukemia's back.

[chickisoup]

 

[lazy gardener]

Dam dam dam dam dam dam dam......No.
I cannot come up with anything.
Balling my eyes out.
I've always tried to reassure her she would be okay..... I've never very understood why these things have too happen to good people.
I read that messenge to my wife and broke down half way through.
I pray for all of you every night.... and always throw an extra for Rachel.....i will continue too do so..... but my heart hurts right now.
It's s heavy sort of pain.
With a twinge of guilt. Why does this happen while the prisons are full of people that don't deserve to see another day.
Rachel please fight..... fight like you need ever fought before.... as I have seen miracles happen. And i believe you are miracle worthy.....i have to go now as I can't type through the tears...... Phil

I'm sorry LG I was so busy yesterday that I wasn't on threads...... if I would have I known I would have been here. ..... Phil

Phil, I hope you didn't think I was nagging at you by asking you where you were. I was just concerned for you that you didn't know what was going on. Hugs to you. We'll never know why bad things happen to good people. Or why evil people seem to sail through this world without any penalties for their evil. But, in the end, it will all work out to God's Glory. The rain falls on the just and the unjust. Rachel is suffering and fighting now. But, she has many crowns.

 

[LittleLakePhil]

Phil, I hope you didn't think I was nagging at you by asking you where you were. I was just concerned for you that you didn't know what was going on. Hugs to you. We'll never know why bad things happen to good people. Or why evil people seem to sail through this world without any penalties for their evil. But, in the end, it will all work out to God's Glory. The rain falls on the just and the unjust. Rachel is suffering and fighting now. But, she has many crowns.

No I didn't think you were nagging me.
I was highly upset with myself for not being on yesterday. I think I stopped by for one post in the middle of the night. But wad busy yesterday with life. Just felt bad that I was a day late with that news.
I just wish I could do something.
But there's nothing we can do but pray at this point.
And yes I'm taking it hard....i have a few ill people here that i keep up with. And it seems there's a lot of misery in the air at the moment.

 

[Blooie]

But there's some good, too, Phil. Ashley had surgery on Monday to have her chemo port removed, something she's had to live with for over two years. Rachel will love knowing that! Sister Linda is getting stronger every day.

The sun comes up every morning, telling us that the slate is clean and we can begin writing our stories for the day. Trees are budding, not only with the buds of their own renewed life but also the lives of countless birds that want to build their homes close to God. Flowers are painting rainbows on the prairies and the mountains are competing with the sky to see which is bluer. Rivers are flowing into lakes, and the water replenishes the earth. Rachel isn't "missing" the renewal of life in spring. She's part of it, renewing her strength and health with love from her incredible family, faith in our God, and the love and faith of all of us.

I don't know what will happen down the road although I am clinging to what I WANT to have happen. But I do know this....God gave us Rachel. She stepped into each of our lives at just the moment we were reaching for her without even realizing we were. She is everything we never knew we always wanted. I just refuse to feel anything but joy and hope.

 

[cow whisperer]

Rachel, I'm sending you this Rainbow in the hopes it will make you feel better.

 

[N F C]

But there's some good, too, Phil. Ashley had surgery on Monday to have her chemo port removed, something she's had to live with for over two years. Rachel will love knowing that! Sister Linda is getting stronger every day.

The sun comes up every morning, telling us that the slate is clean and we can begin writing our stories for the day. Trees are budding, not only with the buds of their own renewed life but also the lives of countless birds that want to build their homes close to God. Flowers are painting rainbows on the prairies and the mountains are competing with the sky to see which is bluer. Rivers are flowing into lakes, and the water replenishes the earth. Rachel isn't "missing" the renewal of life in spring. She's part of it, renewing her strength and health with love from her incredible family, faith in our God, and the love and faith of all of us.

I don't know what will happen down the road although I am clinging to what I WANT to have happen. But I do know this....God gave us Rachel. She stepped into each of our lives at just the moment we were reaching for her without even realizing we were. She is everything we never knew we always wanted. I just refuse to feel anything but joy and hope.

Wonderful news about your family B. And a wonderful message about every day being a new one.
x100 to all you said

 

[LittleLakePhil]

Good morning friends.... just checking in.
Hope you all are doing well.

 

[sourland]

Hey, Phil, all is well here. Thinking of Rachel.

 

[LittleLakePhil]

Me

Hey, Phil, all is well here. Thinking of Rachel.

Me too friend......

 

[drumstick diva]

Me three - fellas. I worry every time I come here