I've only processed one batch of 8 Cornish X, and am now raising a batch of heritage roosters to compare for meat. The processing was definitely challenging my only time. After the first bird I was pretty grossed out. By the second, I just wanted to get it over with and never do it again. Then it got OK in the middle, and by the end I was already thinking about what my next batch would be and trying to improve my technique. I really felt like I accomplished something at the end. I felt more capable. I had a friend who had done it before help me. The biggest thing was having someone there reassuring me that it wasn't a big deal, and helping me not freak out about it. Remember that. No matter how weird it feels, you'll get through it and feel good about yourself at the end. It's definitely a worthwhile life experience.