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I just want to chime in here because this thread is very appropriate for me. Last week I had a local vet put down my 5 year old keeshond mix because he had epilepsy and the seizures were getting more frequent and he was not responding to medication. There were other factors too. I haven't even called my regular vet because I have the feeling they will judge me because there were other treatment options and I *should* have tried more. (I had my DH call and cancel the appointment for bloodwork).
I like my vet and I like the office staff. They are very professional and have done good work with my animals (and I have a lot of animals). I do not make a lot of money and I spend most of it of vet bills and groceries (DH's income covers the other stuff). I have been trying to treat Juno for over 6 months and not only did I max out my credit card, I also overdrew my checking account. I was very careful about giving him his medication every 12 hours . . . we did have a good 5-6 months where the medication worked, then he started having breakthrough cluster seizures every month, and again another month, and then two weeks, even on higher dose . . .
I couldn't afford to keep trying, and I'm not sure I would have done so even if I could afford it. When he was younger we went on long walks several times a week with the other dog(s), but since being on the higher dosages I wasn't supposed to let him get too active. Before and after the seizures, he was confused and I worried that he might hurt my 5 year old daughter (he was a 50lb dog). I feel terrible that I put him down so young, but I felt that it was the right thing to do.
Anyway, thanks for allowing me to join the rant. I hear you.
Please do not feel bad for putting down a 5 year old dog that was living a miserable existence. You did him a favor. Seizures are a disorienting and very frightening thing for an animal, they have no way to understand what is happening to them. And to cluster seizure every month...that's not quality of life. Please know that you did the right thing, and you showed your pet more love and respect than you could have any other way. I'm so very sorry for your loss.
Thank you, Cloverleaf Farm. You made me feel better. I don't think my regular vet would have suggested euthanasia - the last two cluster seizures, he told me it was just a "bump in the road" . . . but he wasn't there to watch my dog having seizures, and all the other day to day changes. Anyway, thanks again.