I have only ever incubator hatched one chick. At two weeks we gave him to a friend. I didnt see him for three months and when i finally spoke to them i found out he was dead i didnt allow myself to cry for some reason. Instead while i cleaned stalls i heard peeping all around me. You have a very strong bond to your animals. A year ago my dog got put down the day after my birthday, she was only five and to this day i still feel her presence.Sometimes I pretend she is here. I pretend she is spiritually under my neck again. All 12 of her siblings are here, too. In fact every animal exists here with me in a way, but they are not actually here. I'll see if I can rescue chicks in the morning. I feel like I should still be at her grave, though. I feel like I should still be there to protect her. I feel like she is crying for me out there, she is chirping so loud that I can hear it in my mind. I do hear phantom peeps but I guessing that is part of the denial stage. I just don't want to give those ducklings poor energy from my poor behavior. Luckily all my dogs flock me and try to comfort me when they sense something is up. But if ducklings can sense energy too then I don't want them to be depressed with me. I was mildly depressed before this happened but it might have progressed to severe since I have all of the grieving and severe depression signs. For example I don't feel hungry anymore and I only ate two small things today, but only because I knew I had to eat.
As for eating make sure not to starve yourself. But i understand the no appetite thing. You just need time to adjust

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