Sol gave Shrike a cool look. "You're right. I didn't ask for pity. I.. you can't compare us, Shrike. You don't know. You don't know. I'm not a martyr. That's not what I'm saying. I don't.." Sol took a deep breath, locking his shaking knees. "I don't remember anything after I was.. brought here. I can remember Helios, my- my father, I can remember hoping, and I can remember begging for him to.. save me." He looked away. "Impossible, I know. He.. he couldn't do anything. Even if he tried." Sol tried to hide his discomfort, but he feared his shaking wings were all too noticeable. He tried to lock his knees, feeling them tremble jarringly. Sol's looked down his nose at Shrike. "I don't remember my life before all this. I don't remember.. freedom." He swore jerking his gaze away, blinking as the blood suddenly rushed to his head. Sol bit his tounge gently, fighting his body with all he had. "You're- ru-.. r-right." He repeated, the vocal fry real. "I'm not-.. sspecial. And," Sol blinked focusing on the ground, "and I'm sure you've.. hhhad a-.. a tough time.. hhere. But I- I.." Sol tried to hiss as his left wing collapsed, sending him stumbling to the side, slamming against the cement. He could feel his scales surge with heat as he lay, sweat dripping down his nose. Sol grunted, tempted to stand again, but as he lifted his head, it became apparent that he may not stay conscious if he over used his exhausted body. He considered saying nothing, but Sol turned back to Shrike, letting his ego plummet. "You're right, Shrike," he breathed, "maybe I should still be fighting. There are no morals here. And I've grown accustomed to the lies. But maybe all I've even known is this. Maybe all I've known is hell, and I've made the best of it."