Also, the whole "going off the crazy pills" thing is not going so well. I am SO HATEFUL OMG. While at Wally World getting the big giant elliptical box......my dad pulled the truck up front and the worker helped him load it. Well some stupid old lady comes out with her cart as he was pulling up out front......and then, as they are lifting the giant box comes over and says EXCUSE ME really loudly as it was blocking part of the walkway. Then, as she walks through the group of people (me, my dad, worker, plus a couple who stopped to see if we needed help) she says some snide remark about the truck cutting off her path.
The guy of the couple looked at me and kind of rolled his eyes. I was forced to say loudly towards her as she walked away "God forbid that ef-ing old bat should have to walk a few extra steps". Seriously. Those were my exact words. She totally deserved it...but usually I would just stew quietly.
THEN, I was driving home and this guy was going so slow. I turned onto the road behind him....and then we came up to a stop sign where we both wanted to go left. Apparently I got too close to his car at the stop sign as he pulled up...so he took extra long taking off. He seriously started to take off and then paused for like 10 seconds. There were no other cars within eyesight...its a back road area. Jerk. I know he did it just to annoy me since I was obviously wanting him to move faster.
Therefore, I was forced to drive with my highbeams on the entire way home. My car has flip up headlights and the road is rough...it is SO ANNOYING to have a car like that behind you.
I made the guy so mad that when he finally turned off the road ahead of me, he threw his cigarette out the window at my car. He missed. I laughed. And then turned my highbeams off and drove off.
SEE?!?!?! My hatefulness is a bit worse than usual. Hmmmmmmm...