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I think he really doesn't see it. Honest to God, I don't think he does. But it drives me nuts. I can't function well...ok I can't function at all. I should be cleaning now, but I worked 9 hours then ran a butt load of chores and I just want to relax. But I can't relax in this mess. I may just go to bed and clean all night. That'll piss him off. "why are you up?" "I thought we would sleep one night together" "What is wrong with you" Blah blah blah.........
Yes kids, he's pretty. built like a model and well....yeah, I can't say the rest on a family forum......but it gets sooooooooooo old.
When he was gone the house was spotless. Everything was always put away. I never had more than a cup or bowl in the sink dirty. The floor was mopped weekly. The dogs never ran out of water. The bed was made every day...........
Oh and I had money in the bank, gas in the truck and the radio was always on the radio station I like. I think I am done sharing. I've been sharing for 20 years and I am so totally done. Can't he just ask me out on a date, take me to dinner and a movie, have good luvins and then go away? Is that so wrong? Can't you have a successful marriage that way?
*sigh* *sigh* *double sigh*
FYI, 70 days. I just counted.