My advice is find a delicious sounding new recipe that is appropriate for a 20 week cockerel and treat yourself to the most delicious chicken dinner you can. I just finished processing my first ever meat birds and I wanted to prove to myself and to my husband that the experience was worth the effort. I almost always purchase either boneless chicken breasts or leg quarters and either bake or grill them pretty much the same way all the time...the occasional casserole or pot pie perhaps. In the past several weeks I've made two different roasted chicken recipes, we've had chicken noodle soup, chicken and barley soup, chicken cesear salads (soups and salads from leftovers) not to mention chicken liver pate and grilled chicken livers. I've made chicken sausages with apple and mango and we smoked one pullet and enjoyed outstanding chicken sandwiches. Try to celebrate the fact that these were "special" chickens and deserve "special" recipes. You've gone through a lot of extra work to raise and butcher these chickens, so why not really enjoy the fruits of your labors. For me, it's brought some creativity and adventure back into cooking, because at one point my husband asked me to "never do this again" (raise meat birds). They say the way to a man's heart is through his stomach and over the course of the winter I want to seduce him with awesome food!