Okay I am quiting my life..update things a little better.

[gritsar]

 

[cuntryuppiechick]

I am drowning. Illness, husband's illness, an unfinished house that's falling in on my head, no help or support whatsoever. But at least all of the holes big enough to stick your arm out are plugged in the living room. Now focus on getting the golf ball sized holes plugged. That's my way of trying to look at the positive. It is so frickin' hard when you are watching your money literally blow out the door and you're passing out in 110 degree heat.

 

[schellie69]

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I am taking things one step at a time. Sorry to hear that you are having a hard time. I just felt overwhelmed and so worn out that night. It is getting better except we found out that they sold the farm where we had some stuff stored so now have to get it out this weekend just one more project for me to do.

 

[ChickenAlgebra]

I want a break from the demon twins partying ALL night, thus I can't sleep, then they snooze all day. Sigh, worthless, both of 'em. Once they are here, I will miss being pregnant.

 

[schellie69]

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I loved being pregnant I would have had more kids but it seemed I could get pregnant just not carry the children I carried 3 to term and adopted my 4th and now have 2 grand daughters who I spoil. I wished I could have carried my twins to term lost the 1st set just at 4 months and lost one twin of my 2nd daughter but carried her to term they did not I even was carrying twins until they examined the placenta and found the other twin. I thank God everyday for my kids. I still haven't figured out why they always seemed to want to move when I wanted to sleep

think the little ones know something we don't.

 

[ChickenAlgebra]

Sorry to hear that

I've never really had any problems getting or staying pregnant. However, DH got snipped when we found out this was twins. No way are we having more. Also the fact that the boys are 9 and 10 in the family, so think we have enough. Maybe. But the oldest is going away to college and I'm not ready for that!

 

[schellie69]

I understand my baby is 15 will be 16 this year so it was nice to have 2 grand daughters around I love babies and love watching them grow and learn. I hope you can get some sleep soon.

 

[Mattemma]

Hugs and hoping the stessors lessen soon. Absolutely no alcohol? I limit due to bp meds,but doc said some wine would be good. My mom recommended Egri Bikavir(bulls blood) that comes from Eger Hungary(next to her former village).Good stuff they say for the body.My only problem is I could easily drink a bottle!

Culling is hard,but after that first it gets better. I think it will be harder to get the kids to EAT that hen or roo they onces knew!

 

[Keltara]

Pam
I'm sorry you are going through so much. One verse came to mind when I ready your post. I hope you are able to find comfort in God.

Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
I'm praying for you....

 

[Chickens_in_a_nutshell]

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Wonderful psalm.

to the poster. I'm sorry you're stressed, You need a ice cream and a nap.